Reflection

Hi guys,

Like many times before, I came a long way around and found myself typing again. I guess many people would like to know what's been happening to me.

So here the update:

Firstly I would said it been a challenging year. I'm in youth ministry steam and I will be finishing in about two months time. It is amazing how fast time has gone by, people came and gone. This year God been dealing with some "root issues" in me, I honestly said I never been challenged that hard before. I found myself in many wrong places- prideful, unforgiving, rejections, not trusting God(honestly). I don't know how I make it through, but God is faithful. Yes I felt totally frustrated when I thought two years "preparation" would be enough. I don't know how I end up getting this (To be Somebody I'm not).

I guess that's proven the "Works" is never finished, I can truly said we just means to the end. God is still moving in our lives.

When my eyes are off Him, all I can see is how broken I am...
I often look at what I can do, what I can offer...
But really is this the relationship God looking for?

How often we stop and listen?
Do I really really love Him more than I ever before?

I guess we have to ask ourselves...

There many times I fear to fall... And I did.

How do I respond?
Knowing He still carrying me through.