Thursday, September 25, 2008

Be Loved...

Love.

We long for it.
We desire it.
We think of it.

What is it we try so hard to give but not knowing what it really is.
We heard it way too often, but experience very little.

How is the world defined far from what it mean to be.

Mean to be...

What do we get that standard.
Where is Love? We found ourselves asking.

How do you describe it? How do you know you're loved?
I grow up not knowing I'm loved. Like many of us, I was in an dis-functional family. My mom doing everything she can to rise me and my sister up. All I can see is how much she offer, I learn that love has to offer... Sacrifice

Didn't we,

Do everything we can for those we loved...
We make the effort, even to the point of hurts...
How we long for LOVE

The Bible said, God is Love.
That He is, that is He.
Love hung on the Cross for us.
There is Love not that we loved but He who First Loved

How amazing is that?
How deep is this Love?
What we long for is indeed Him
It's He that we lived for,
It is He that make us into being...

We're His Beloved ones...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Heal the Land...

It is not about me anymore... always so much more.
As we humble ourselves and prayer, God will come and heal our lands.

I believe it is a season for many of us to stop and let God do the works in us.
As the Words promise, God is after our wholeness. It is His Will for us to be whole- that would means to be complete, to be secure, and find rest in Him. Let's let down our lives to Him again, Lean not on your own understand but in all our ways acknowledge Him and He will guide your path.

Knowing He is Faithful!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Reflection

Hi guys,

Like many times before, I came a long way around and found myself typing again. I guess many people would like to know what's been happening to me.

So here the update:

Firstly I would said it been a challenging year. I'm in youth ministry steam and I will be finishing in about two months time. It is amazing how fast time has gone by, people came and gone. This year God been dealing with some "root issues" in me, I honestly said I never been challenged that hard before. I found myself in many wrong places- prideful, unforgiving, rejections, not trusting God(honestly). I don't know how I make it through, but God is faithful. Yes I felt totally frustrated when I thought two years "preparation" would be enough. I don't know how I end up getting this (To be Somebody I'm not).

I guess that's proven the "Works" is never finished, I can truly said we just means to the end. God is still moving in our lives.

When my eyes are off Him, all I can see is how broken I am...
I often look at what I can do, what I can offer...
But really is this the relationship God looking for?

How often we stop and listen?
Do I really really love Him more than I ever before?

I guess we have to ask ourselves...

There many times I fear to fall... And I did.

How do I respond?
Knowing He still carrying me through.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Make me Thy fuel, Flame of God

From prayer that asks that I may be

Sheltered from winds that beat on Thee,

From fearing when I should aspire,

From faltering when I should climb higher

From silken self, O Captain, freeThy soldier who would follow Thee.

From subtle love of softening things,

From easy choices, weakenings,

(Not thus are spirits fortified,

Not this way went the Crucified)

From all that dims Thy Calvary

O Lamb of God, deliver me.

Give me the love that leads the way,

The faith that nothing can dismay

The hope no disappointments tire,

The passion that will burn like fire;

Let me not sink to be a clod;

Make me Thy fuel, Flame of God.

By Amy Wilson Carmichael

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Faithful ONE

I found myself in His Presence... Where would I be if not for your grace

Since I came to Australia,

There are many things I long to do, but I didn't do

There are many people I long to know better, walk along with them,

But they're out of my life...

People come and go,

I been waiting and waiting...

I can confess how hard I been trying and trying on my own...

There's a lot of stress.... But He bring me through

There's a lot of hurts... But He heal my land

It's not always easy to love people....

But thanks God that He Loves... He Loves broken people like us

He keep our eyes turning, He point us forward

Don't have to look back no more.

Sins is Broken, Life is different NOW!

He is the Faithful ONE