Lord help us to prayer....

I wonder why you pray to God, if you do... how you do it? The bible say the prayers of the righteous avail much. I'm sure we heard that, sing that, speak about it. But really, when hard time comes, what do you do? How you response to it? As easy it might sound like praying is like talking to God. Simply sharing with him. But why so many of us don't feel like approach to Him? Maybe we had forgot what God been telling us. In the Old Testament God allow nations to be against Israel to test the Heart of His people. Sine when we become so caught into different area of life and not acknowledging Him?

How we focus on so much things we can't change, and how we blame others meeting our request? I don't want my prayer life become so self-center. Yes I do believe God is into our very detail of life but I believe He long for our attention and our very being.

Lord help us to pray, to long for your desire...

Saturday.... Sunday Coming

Today I totally slept in, not having any idea how the day lay ahead for me. It was raining heavily outside, I finally manage to get out my bed. Having a light lunch, I get to the Word, reading the Pass over story in the Old Testament. I started to realize how all it come to pass when Jesus give his life. For you and I, to live a life of sacrifice, a life of giving...

Good Friday...

Today is Good Friday... and Sunday is coming

All day long I been in church, and just got back from cleaning up Youth Night, extremely tired... but still found myself typing here. I though of all the works I put into it, nothing can boast about...little rock stuff... I have nothing good about, I have nothing... without God. Good Friday I know that I know that there is no hope without knowing Him... there is nothing worth living for.... there is nothing but Him... And Him crucified!

All about Him, he did it all... upon that Cross

For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.
1 Cor 2:2

Love By Him...

I think of the things happening in my life. All the blessings, somehow I realize is not so much I wanted them. Overall, they don´t last, He is still the ONLY desire of my heart. And I know that He loves to give to us, isn´t he´s the one first himself in the first place. I think of how often I forgot what the most important thing. to be honest i really got depress just how quick and how easy I forgot God loves me, and he is always there for me. it is no good to be saying this over and over again. There got to be a desire to change, desire to move on and I can´t do it on my own, just need you guys to pray for me. Take care Guys

When Blessing comes....

What do you do when blessing comes? That may be a question you want to ask yourself if you believing God to do great things with you...

Today is a pretty full on day, firstly I slept in and almost miss church lol very exciting as a college student lol But because of that, I end up walking under the sunny hot road all by myself, I haven´t this bad habit not getting myself ready, and `thinking of I have to do sth to make myself get right`is kinda tiring, sing hard, pray hard... seem like doing 500 push ups lol Just then I walking, I heard this voice shutting or sth, as I look I seen this father yielding at his little boy, I don´t know how much I dislike that moment as he walk pass me leaving his son... I was going to keep walking, but I stop... caz I seen myself fit in that picture. ya that´s very simply story I had. So I stop and start talking to this little boy, his mother is by his side and I think he´s learning how to ride his bike. Not into detail... as I look around I saw this bike on the side of the road (this is like in the park I passing through) As I look closely, I realize sth not right... this bike look very like mine... in fact that´s my bike which been stolen in front my house month ago... well I turn and ask 'Is this your bike?' They said no and they found in on the side of the road and they is thinking to move it. I was like, can I take it... this bike belong to me. They´re like ya. So i got my bike back lol

Story goes on...

Life of Purpose

I found myself getting up really early lately. One of the reason is that I haven´t really do much exercises in the past few months. So I decide to rise up and run laps, plus I found out I can´t really do my quit time on my bed, caz I´m so gonna to fall sleep. I found the hardest thing in the morning is to set your mind set right, you know how you easy wondering if you don´t have a sense of purpose. I think of how easy I can let things catch in my heart. How easy I can have the wrong mind set of viewing things. We are easy distracted if you don´t have purpose in our heart.

I don´t know about you, but I don´t want to be the person that not growing. Oh how I found myself fall in that track in the past, over and over again. But one thing haven´t changed, Purpose will remain. For God´s purpose for you CAN NOT be CHANGE. What do you do with the time is left, are you wasting another day, or you going to live what God purpose in you. From Morning till the Sun down I want, I desire what God had for me.

Year 2008,

To Be A Greater Leader, to lead and set example to others, lead them to Salvation
To Be A Valiant Man, understanding man, and put value in people
To Be A Servant, to serve and build His Kingdom

Overall, I´m called to Seek Him like never before!

2008 Review

Today is my day off. Sitting in home, don´t feel like doing anything. It been just about a month since I started Leadership College at Church. Things been up and down, I got no words of negative here, somehow I just know it gonna to be a good year. Well, I just been through a long week in Color Women Conference. This year we have like 17,000 women coming to the conference, as much as I like serving, this week had been stressing the limit, four days late hours was really challenging. But thanks God for the team, and people willing to input to serving. I never would make it without you guys.

Right after Conference we have our new worship album recording, the whole church gather is always amazing. As much as I like to be at the front, I decide to serve at the door lol well, I´m always a host eh, in fact I will always be the host to the broken, to the lost and church family. I believe this year the Church will really take whole of what God given to us and see the Kingdom move forward. Somehow I´m excited to see what God is doing in and through our lives. So speaking of the Album, this year we have so many new songs and new ppl on the team. Its always good to see new generation taking place and do something new eh. The highlight of the night to me would be when Mike Guglielmucci came on stage and sing that song 'Healer' he wrote. For those who don´t know Mike had been through Caner but did n´t give up, that song really speak of his faith in God and such an inspiration to others. I speak to him after the service, he sound pretty good. And I´m glad he is here though Lol

So ya, all things been amazing. So came back to me, this year really up to me. Ha I´m scary in so many ways, I found out how much more I´m not the person I think I would be, and how more I needed God in this season. It is truth if you don´t stand for something you gonna to fall in everything. So it is a matter of choice, I´m here to make a statement, I will seek God like never before. I can see the potential what God given to me, so that´s run people whoever is reading this, let´s run with the purpose it gonna to be a great year, things will change and dreams will come true. For God is good, and he does good. Give Him the praise, and Honor!