Passing Point....

Hey Friend,

I'm back online again. Feel like a long time since the last time I sat down typing.

Time gone by, last month our church had Encounterfess 07 and God had done amazing things in our young people's life. To me that was a passing point. There was no reason for me not believing- it been one year since I came to this country. A lot of things had happen, I met my father for the first time for a long time, meet my sister and my new-born brother. There were good times here at church, people that I would never thought of meeting them. I'm sure these would be a life time memories. Things had change, people around me had change, I had changed.

As I thought through all the things been happen... there were things I never expected, things that I never want to happen... and things I never want to know about myself. I remember how disappointed I was when I first came to Australia. How I thought it should be a good year in Canada, and how it turn out to be me coming to Australia. With everything I want to hold on to it... I found myself losing everything. I found out how amazing God can do in people's life in the same time I rise up a lot of doubt in my own life....how little my world is...

There was a moment God really show me the dream in my heart, the dream that too big to be true. There were time I found myself so weak... caught into emotion so easy. There was a time I bravely took a stand preaching the gospel on the street, I never done it... I never really share my story with that much people. Amazing things can happen when you step out in faith, but I found myself struggling with that prideful spirit within me...

I never know I could cry so easy... I wonder if those tears were real. I'm scared... intimating with my own thoughts... You might be asking, where is that Andy always speaking about the things of God? I ask myself and hardly accept that I found myself drifting away throughout the time. I’m writing to speak to you it is possible to let your heart harden. And I cannot be on this path any longer. There is things had to be done. The very moment is here... The Word came to me again... "If you seek Him with all your heart, you will found Him." Just as I typing this, I was planning to go down to the track that sounds so negative, but the changing point is on the Words, the Words is the Key!! Heading toward the end of the year... The very things that hit me the most is that I found myself facing the same problem... no money, I lose my job, I might not find a place to stay… Sound bad eh, but one thing had Changed! I’m not far from God anymore. I’m close to Him! He is here with Me more than even before! The Words said, "But still, and know I'm God"

I might look the same I came in; same of the thinking might keep coming around my head. When Jacob wrestling with God, God ask Jacob what’s your name? The very question when He ask me, What’s your name? What’s your life about? Is it about you or something bigger than yourself? My respond is the same & certainly, Yes to God, Face to Face meeting Him. It is the moment that I realize I'm a Man of God & how Jesus Christ had meet me, trust me & wait for me! I got to tell ya God been good to me. And no matter how many times I fall, he is there for me. The Cross stand, when everything fade away.

I thank you all the people in my life that I got to meet. Knowing God had big plan for ya, and he always want to meet you personally.