Pressing Forward...

I don't have much feeling lately... I mean not sad or happy....umm not sure Lol One thing I know is that I have a lot of things falling behind. I wasn't doing so well in school neither, run out of money caz I don't got to do much at work. Everything seem to turning around in the circle. I think I'm not really living as the standard here. There is a lot of things I did not do but things I shouldn't do I end up doing... just like what Paul saying in the bible. I been searching a lot of things lately, but not really filling that empty. I talk to God but I feel far from Him.... From what been written in my heart... God never far from us. But why we feel distance from Him? caz we didn't do what he told to do. I think there is so much things I "want" to do... but in the same time there is so "much more" things God told me to do but I'm not doing it. A lot of questions came to me, "how do you read the bible?" Is it because helping you to think better? Is it because is a duty to be a good christian? or you really really want to know Jesus? How do you want people to get saved? Why you want to go to church? Why you sing? Why you left your hands? It is not that I'm trying to confusion myself. But I see the need to stand strong on who we following! I think in life, it is too easy to driven away from the purpose God called us to be. Too much wrong image of loves, too many immoral things going on, too much selfish people live for themselves.

Who you following? Do you know Jesus?
For the past few weeks, one and only things I think of is... Knowing who Jesus is and who you are. I don't want to just "view" about Christianity, I don't want to just talk about Jesus, I want to really know Him. I believe Jesus himself had no problem with who he is. Listen to this one... there is no one in History ever like Jesus! He is who he said He is! There is nothing like Jesus, nothing... not your lovers, not your parent, not any created things can compare to Jesus. when the enemies try to take you down. They can't take that fact down...they have no power over Jesus! I loves that thoughts, I believe people in the World is looking for an answer, and Jesus is the One. I see the important of sharing Jesus. Not that I have make perfect, but I pressing forward to the Goal which Jesus Christ had prepare for us! Keep pressing on Love!

Walk on Water...

Have you even walk on water? I have never does it. Have you see the big storm in life...I think everyone have to face it. In the bible, Jesus had show his disciples this miracle, he walk on water, through the storm and calling his friend to come out of that boat. ya we all have issue in life, I think we always hear Jesus calling us, he always does. You don't hear him? Maybe you're too terrify with the storm than listening to Jesus. He is always there... He is there calling you friends. For months I been wondering, wondering about my faith, wondering about my fears, my further, my family, my my my... Just wait a minute. Why are we turn to the point just think about ourselves? Jesus had saved us, He knew you and me. He had done so much, what he said is enough. Just like what he said to his disciples, "why you have little faith?" ya I told myself all the time... why I have so little faith... Do we really trust in Jesus? or We still focus on the storm itself? I pray our focus would always be on Jesus.

Hebrews 12 NIV
1Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

Ya we have to learn how to focus on Jesus. We have heard him and know him. He is near, very close to you~ The bible said if you remain in him, he will remain in you. He lives in You... isn't that amazing that the God of All things is living in you. Don't you know that the very power that rise Christ from the dead lives in you!! Keep our faith strong, Jesus is who he said he is. What he say he will do! What He started *your faith*... He will complete.

Proverbs 3
Trust in n all your heart. and learn not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

His name is Jesus....

Who is He that so real?
Who is He that so sure?
Who is He that came to me?
Who is He that show me mercy?
Who is He that show me kindness?
Who is He that willing to die for me?
Who is He that forgive me?
Who is He that hold my hand?
Who is He that walk with me?
Who is He that carry me?

He is the Lord, our God, and our Savior
He open my eyes. He forgive me.
He touch my heart. He hold my hand.
He rise me up. You can't live with him.
You can't stop thinking about him.
He is who he said he is.
He is the Lord...His name is Jesus!