Remember Your Creator~

It been a long week here… I realize every time I type up something is a long week Lol I think it started with me breaking down on the night… hmm it might sound wired to you but it does happen to everyone I think. I felt dry out this week… from all the things I been doing. The past week was so amazing and mind-breaking. I pretty much “tried” my best to reach all the people I got a chance to know out there. Talk to everybody I meet on the street, bus stop or train… I was amazed how much more I can do as I step up into people’s life, it is always good to talk to people, I really believe life is not about your own, and really is about serving on another, I’m glad I got to share about God with some of these people… but I realize I dry out so fast. Am I trying hard? Or I don’t have to? It is such a test of character to me, what’s your motive Andy? Do it with Love? Preach just the Gospel… nothing more. We all know this life is not about us… Before Jesus when on the cross, he washes his disciple’s feet and he said if he doesn’t do so you do not know him. When it came down to serving people, it really is showing how much you love God. Jesus said if you loves me you’ll loves one another. So if we really have that Revolution of Love-God is Love. You will do so… and I found myself tempted to do it my own, which we all know it doesn’t work… ya, Because His Love that I AM, apart that I can do nothing. So here I’m here to testify what happen few days ago…

I was struggling with my faith lately… my mind keep wondering, keep questioning about a lot of stuff… just not trapped in my own thinking… things like religion mind-set and worldly thinking get into my head… I realize how strong the devil tries to take us down when we’re close to God. Yes, the enemies don’t want you to be close to God… The more I fall into the “world wondering & reasoning trap”… not a good place to be really… tempted to try to do it your own…bad idea. As always remember you Lord, your Love is so strong… each time I blind to my way, your Spirit will pray. Yes, lead my way to you. I talk to Stephen… my friend, he really share time with me. Ya the conclusion is still, come back to him. I wondering why I always have to “stand back” to the point where I have to go through before… why I have little faith? Why I always Waverly? This is a battle of mind-set, and deeper revolution of my faith… I must renew my thinking, but it doesn’t start with me “trying”… only God’s Words will do. And my mind just denies it… “oh my, how could that work?” It is in my heart that I believe Jesus is the Lord and he had risen from the death. So ya we all had heard that before but what’s it really mean? It doesn’t mean anything if I don’t surround ALL of Mine to God.

I talk to you again, I struggle myself put those “mind-set” into the relationship here. I don’t know what to do really…what I’m going through. I feel down because I can not always be strong for you. I can not stay focus…on you. I fall so bad sometimes… feel guilty and failures... so many things in mind…Maybe a moment where time is no longer matter…I focus on that cross you died… how much more you have go through…for me. I understand you understand… it really no matter of how I feel. It is not what we do or think that make us right with you… it is what you done and said. You said and it is done…it is done…FINISHED!!! The forgiveness of sins… is done, and connection with God is found. No one can add or take off from it…it is a done deal. So it doesn’t matter how many times the devil try to ask me… question like where is your God? You don’t have that relationship or what? Religion questions? It only brings lies and confusions to us. We were all fall short the glory of God… but thank God his grace had made us right with him through the redemption of Christ Jesus… “Remember also your Creator in the days of your youth, before the evil days come and the years draw near when you will say, "I have no delight in them";” Ecclesiastes 12:1

Remember…always… you can be broken, you can be poor, you can be weak, you can be depress… but overall, remember Your Creator caz he is the one lift you up, and keep you from evil.