Pressing Forward...

I don't have much feeling lately... I mean not sad or happy....umm not sure Lol One thing I know is that I have a lot of things falling behind. I wasn't doing so well in school neither, run out of money caz I don't got to do much at work. Everything seem to turning around in the circle. I think I'm not really living as the standard here. There is a lot of things I did not do but things I shouldn't do I end up doing... just like what Paul saying in the bible. I been searching a lot of things lately, but not really filling that empty. I talk to God but I feel far from Him.... From what been written in my heart... God never far from us. But why we feel distance from Him? caz we didn't do what he told to do. I think there is so much things I "want" to do... but in the same time there is so "much more" things God told me to do but I'm not doing it. A lot of questions came to me, "how do you read the bible?" Is it because helping you to think better? Is it because is a duty to be a good christian? or you really really want to know Jesus? How do you want people to get saved? Why you want to go to church? Why you sing? Why you left your hands? It is not that I'm trying to confusion myself. But I see the need to stand strong on who we following! I think in life, it is too easy to driven away from the purpose God called us to be. Too much wrong image of loves, too many immoral things going on, too much selfish people live for themselves.

Who you following? Do you know Jesus?
For the past few weeks, one and only things I think of is... Knowing who Jesus is and who you are. I don't want to just "view" about Christianity, I don't want to just talk about Jesus, I want to really know Him. I believe Jesus himself had no problem with who he is. Listen to this one... there is no one in History ever like Jesus! He is who he said He is! There is nothing like Jesus, nothing... not your lovers, not your parent, not any created things can compare to Jesus. when the enemies try to take you down. They can't take that fact down...they have no power over Jesus! I loves that thoughts, I believe people in the World is looking for an answer, and Jesus is the One. I see the important of sharing Jesus. Not that I have make perfect, but I pressing forward to the Goal which Jesus Christ had prepare for us! Keep pressing on Love!