Wilderness… the quietness I came~

Rise up~ Keep trying again, I bring my resumes and walk around Paramatta in the past three days…I hand out like twenty resumes already * well as Tahiti said, you may hand in 100 and just got one reply…* And finally as I got a chance, as I try for a restaurant…yeah the Lonestar Restaurant people Lol* The country house~ I really like how it like place so I go for a try, and the lady ask me if I wanna to come for the interview~ I said "sure…" I walk out the door…You can’t believe this, she said interview Lol Wala wala Yeaahhha~ Come on *Come on Andy it doesn’t mean you will take the job for sure Lol* Well, at least there is something up since so long~ I count that as great success Lol Well…still keep trying~ I went back to the restaurant for the interview~ the manager named Paul, he is a cool guy~ ya I don’t really know wt to put down for payment I heard from ppl saying 13 per/hr is okay Lol well…even that sound like not really important as just working as the first job~ Andy is here just wanna to work Lol To tell the true I think I possible taking that job~ I still waiting for his reply Lol

Wilderness… the quietness I came~

These days I been out all day, walk all the way to Parramatta *about 40 mins walk* And sitting in the book store, ummm reading ya~ I don’t know why, but somehow I wanna to read Lol I finish two books, "The Messenger" *The same author as one of the book I read in high school year…umm "The Giver"and "Stormbreaker" in the first two days, they both good books~ I sit there until it close at 9p.m. and I walk all the way to the park I found and just talking to God there….later I found out an open field at one place so I spend the next two night talking to God there~ It was cool…I realize I have a pretty sweet voice Lol *oohhhhH Andy~* Anyway, it had been really hard time to me~ personally I think a lot of people, people back from Canada, some get down with faith, some get injured, some don’t seem happy with life~ So many needs there, and here beside myself~ There is two families here breaking down slowly…I realize how broken my family is~ this is not unchangeable…I been praying for the kids here~ some might know by now and start to realize, some might be still young to understand…ya~ this is not a family God given to people! There is a better way, I really don’t want this to happen~ I cry for them…I care for these people, it doesn’t matter how people see me what kind of silly person I am~ Caz I know~ those kids have life~ They’re living!! They’re not animal, they have their own feeling~ they’re pure and so many parent fool themselves, keep saying they’re too young to know, too young to understand…But I’m afraid it might be too late for you to explain after~ I don’t really know them all~ but I care…I do!! I know God does~ There is what’s all about me about to do~ This is the Passion In Me!! In the wilderness… the quietness I came… your voice calling over me~